– Mahatma Gandhi
Eliminate self-pity. Eliminate negative self-talk.
Instead of saying “What the hell am I doing?” say, “I will figure it out”.
Instead of saying “I am so lost” say, “I am learning how to navigate”.
Instead of saying “Nothing is going right” say, “Things will fall together eventually”.
Idk I try my best :-)
Okay this is such a loaded question and I don’t know how to answer it for you. But it sounds to me like sexual assault. And if you want to open to your psychologist about that then yeah, do it.
No one, no matter how important society deems their relationship to you, has any right to make you feel lesser than.
It’s been six years and you’re still struggling to make peace with what happened to you, so obviously it’s a bigger issue than you realize. Don’t be afraid to confront it, regardless of the consequences. Just remember that one day (maybe not even too far into the future) you’ll be old enough to be independent and move away from people/circumstances in your life that you don’t want anymore.
I wish you the best, friend! Stay safe xx